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ive spent the last hour or so cruising the internet

searching websites of things i once dreamed of doing

taking career aptitude tests

and hoping something would finally click

and i could say YES! this is what i've always wanted to be

but i didn't have any luck

and i still feel stuck

i'm on the cusp of 25 and i still feel like high school kate

asking herself in the mirror what she wants to be when she grows up

and much like 17 year old kate; i still don't know

but i'm trying

i'm always trying

and hopefully one day soon

i'll know