looking for jobs in new cities
researching jobs in film
jobs in publishing
mission trips to far away countries
schools to teach english in foreign countries
but i always seem to come up empty handed
nothing seems good enough
nothing seems right
i don't know what i want to do. im twenty three. living at home. and so, so confused. if i was handed a million dollars right now i don't even know what i would do with it. i don't know what i would go to school for. what dream i would want to discover and accomplish. if i was handed the world i don't even know what i would do with it.
i wish i knew.