music

i got all the songs off of my ipod and onto my computer today. i was able to delete the ones i dont want and now i can add songs i want (finally) it was kinda weird seeing all the songs that ryan gave me and deleting them. a little over a year ago we were on the phone listening to these songs together and now we are no longer friends. its weird. i dont miss him anymore, i really am over it. it was just a bittersweet feeling. part of me still misses him and part of me wishes i could have him as my friend again. but the rest of me is saying no never ever ever again. i think im gonna listen to that part. friendship isnt suppose to hurt.